The second term

It has been about a month since 2nd term started. You may wonder why I am writing about it "now". But I thought now is good timing to write for me.


Well, what I did since the 2nd term has started and until now was looks similar to what I did in the 1nd term, but completely.

First, frequencies of hanging out with my friends increased so much, really REALLY much.
The number of days which I was with some friends are much more than days which I'm alone after school. It's okay, of course , but also it is true that much amount of money has gone it happens because of my way of thinking that "If now is fun, it's okay;)"..X( And it connects my horrible late of presence at classes..
Stupid!!!


Second, my free time decreased a lot. That's because I have started working in addition the reason I wrote as 1st. In my opinion, free time means the time which you do what you want to do by yourself and just relax alone. For me, it's really important time. I didn't recognized until reentry, (Actually I thought it caused nothing if I didn't spent) but I found that I absolutely need it . Without it, stresses increase gradually and I become to be not tender when I talk with someone. Sorry if I make you feel bad recently X(;;


Third, I became not cooking almost at all. Because of mainly the reason of 1st, I buy every meal recently. I know it's bad...but I cant.. it's too tiring for me to do now.. I respect people who make meals after/before working or hanging out. That is one cause why I'm such a poor.
And also one cause I got to be such fat X(!


Fourth, my brain seems to have become worse. I don't know you understand what I'm trying to say, but it happens actually. Someone calls it summer vacation lag.. every time I try to think about something seriously, my brain doesn't work as I order. Something like, to do some reading in class, memorizing something, thinking about my/ other people's worries... I try to concentrate, but I can't. Maybe it's because I didn't use my brain almost at all during summer vacation? Or am I sick?? Recently I'm worrying about it seriously...



Of course, there are not only bad changes but also good ones. For example, by being together for much and much more time, I got to be clother with my friends the before.
And by starting part time job, i could meet many new people there and they are all really good.

But....still bad changes are stronger...



Hummm.....I must make it better by all means...